Confident

" Not Agan.. ah..ahh.." i always told myself, i shouldn't always start to write when i need to complaint or keys down all the unhappiness moments/stuffs.

last 2 week, my boss had a very LOnG conversation before some dramas started.
Boss: "Are you happy with your current position/ job scope?"
K : " NO."
i'm actually very surprised when i given him the answer. it had came out just very naturally and i guessed it had been keeping in my heart for quite sometimes.

two days of company's conferences. i felt that i'm kind lost and i can't gel into their discussion. i just don't know. maybe im not the business type expertise , or maybe im just not that into it :(
i'm just confuse.
when it came to second day, my CH actually proposed that i shall presenting the artwork / layout with we had discussed. i'm happy and i think i can do that. Finally!

in the end i tried my very best and i just touched one part of the whole discussion. the rest was presented by my boss. i listen to his presentation carefully, he did it with confident and he knew the layout well.

in the end of the meeting,my CH actually said that i hardly ask question for last 2 days, i think i've been observed by her silently before they want to transfer me to CMO.( just personally thought, might be true or false.) Gone !! :(

i've learned something after all. i've missed out 2 times opportunity. in billion profits company, You are required to be out standing, dare to voice or speak up no matter it right or wrong but wisely ,not fool,rubbish questions. Confident is their key word. the more you tried , the more people will know you and there where you'll built your own images .


if i want to survaive in this role, i guess it's time to Change and prove......